2/28/14

...at the end of the day

 
 
 
at the end of the day
 
 I often wonder;
 did I live it well?
 
 have I done what I could to make this the best day
 
 did I waste it?
 
 
 
 
Sadly enough many times I feel that the minutes that were given
were wasted
 on
 worry, anger, insecurity
 
stupid things that don't matter.
 
 

 
At the end of the day...
that "someone" might not be there any longer
 
did I
 pay attention
 observe
appreciate
forgive
 
 ...was I forgiven?




 
 
 Did I make someone smile
 or did someone smile at me
 
 ...wipe someone's tears
 or, smile thru my own tears?
 
 

 
Wondering
 
if I listened
 or someone listened to me?
 



Yes Bella, we listen to you humming
Fiona doesn't seem to be enjoying it greatly...




Was I kind
was my heart open?




Did I give someone a hug
receive a hug




Bella...goof ball !
 
Did I laugh?
God, I need to laugh more.
 



Did I tell someone I loved them?
...do I feel loved?
 
 

 
 did I say the right thing,
what is the right thing?
 
or hurt someone's feelings
 
 Starting to realize how fragile life is
 but that IS life
fragile
 
 


At the end of the day
 
all I know is
how to be me
 
true
transparent
 and clearly an idiot at times
 
good, bad or indifferent
you only get one
...one shot

 mine's not perfect
 but it's pretty darn close

I can say that
at the end of day
 
 
Wishing you all a wonderful weekend.
 
 
 

11 comments :

  1. Kim February 28, 2014 at 3:55 PM

    Beautiful words and images. Hope you have the most wonderful weekend. xo

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  2. Tracey ~ CloverFebruary 28, 2014 at 3:58 PM

    Your beautiful soul really shines in this post Camilla.
    Thank you for all of this.
    XO

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  3. AndeeFebruary 28, 2014 at 6:05 PM

    I am giving you a hug today! Thank you for supporting me! Also thank you for taking me to where you live. I feel like I get to get away from here every time I read one of your posts. I always enjoy the trip. It looks so much different there than here.

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  4. Lori annMarch 1, 2014 at 1:27 AM

    so lovely camilla. when my children were small i used to ask myself these questions almost every night before bed. and try to do better the next day, depending on my answer :)

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  5. SianMarch 1, 2014 at 2:19 AM

    Such beautiful words and those pictures literally blow my socks off. Amazing xxxx

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  6. karenMarch 1, 2014 at 5:44 AM

    I read it twice :) We should all give pause and question ourselves as we trip through life. Sometimes we are in a hurry or caught up in ourselves and forget to see others and live life in the moment.

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  7. LeslieMarch 1, 2014 at 1:41 PM

    As the Psalmist says, Selah - pause and consider your timely thoughts.

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  8. Lady CordeliaMarch 1, 2014 at 1:44 PM

    beautiful. thank you for the reminder and I'm sure glad I stumbled onto your blog. it's a good one.
    xo

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  9. thecrazysheepladyMarch 2, 2014 at 5:42 AM

    Such lovely reminders. As always.

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  10. AnonymousMarch 4, 2014 at 7:32 PM

    Lovely. I'm sure you live your life well everyday.

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  11. UnknownMarch 6, 2014 at 2:10 PM

    i love you as you. i feel blessed to have you in my life.. you always make me laugh :) i trust you because you are you, and nothing is better than that in my opinion! you are a gift.

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